Hello guys,
Long time no seen, well it’s my fault of course. I barely have time for myself right now, imagine me having time to blog. If you read my crazy posts, you would know that I am currently rehearsing for the coming concerts called Voices Heart and Soul. It consists of two weeks of constant concerts from Wed until Sunday and the money all goes to charity. It has been exhausting, but it all worth it in the end, especially knowing that we are helping out people in need.
I am loving this experience as well, cause I have met some awesome people that are so caring and giving. But I have to be honest, I cannot wait for it to be over, I need to take care of myself again. I have gained a few kilos back, though I have no idea how much I truly weigh right now.
Last time at work my colleagues started talking about weight again and some of the crazy diets they have done.The result was always the same, they lose the weight pretty fast then gain it all back after they get fed up. I have done some pretty crazy diets myself, there was a time I was so obsessed all I was eating was 2 apples a day, imagine that. Nowadays I eat everything, I may not always eat healthy or the right things but I moderate as much as I can. I lost weight very slowly but I lost it and I haven’t gained weight as fast as I would if I did these silly diets. I learned how to keep my weight under control and believe me it wasn’t easy, especially these couple of months as i had no time to cook healthy and no one to prepare anything for me, so I always ended up buying.
So when all of this is over, I am hoping to have time to exercise, take care of myself and enjoy the life I was given. I know maybe this is out of context but I’ve realized how much we don’t actually live in the NOW, we always think of what we are going to do instead of start making a change Now, or appreciate what we have now. I may not have the thing I want but I have achieved a lot in my life, I have grown and I am healthier now than I was a few years ago. It doesn’t mean I will stop working hard for the better, just enjoying the journey I am on.
In a few weeks I will hopefully be back to tell you about my daily craziness and how my weight loss is going
Appreciate the Now and if you don’t like your Now, do something about it 🙂
XOXO
Sarah-Jane
140 Days Of A New Me 